my life at genting...T.T

well...
i started work at genting at 21st december...
b4 go work..i felt very excited...
but then...after go there..
i felt i wanna go home...huhu
de weather here is cold...
n de 1st 3 days...i was feeling unwell...
it was tough....arghhhh
dun like it at all...
but now..after few days here...
i think is ok le ba...
but unfortunately....
de day i'm here...
i cried b4....
coz i were lost on de way wanna back to my room...
tat time i really scared....
coz nobody around...no handphone....no money...
coz no pocket are allowed at our uniform...
but then...from tat day...
i started to learn to regconize de way back by my self...
now...gt few roads i noe how to walk dy...haha
n good news is...
i;m coming home..wohooooo!!
tis coming 30th december..haha
wait for me ya...wanna yam cha...
cal me...blekxxx.... XD

w.sin

thank you bad bad...
coz lend me ur shoulder...
maybe i look like a kid..
but in fact i over 18 dy o..><
i'm an adult.. haha.. =p
well...dun worry..
i stil will kacau u de..haha...
ur hutang maye nt yet finish de o...hehe
gue nitez...^^

here is de place i've go o..^^

hehe..today 17/12/2011...
today i go lata kinjang de waterfall there play o...wohoo!!^^
gt someone always cal me emo de bring me go o.. =)
hehe..although he always cal me emo....
but he quite a nice guy...^^
n de thing is..he gt a fair skin...><
arghh...so jealous...><..me de skin darker than him.. T.T
never mind..end de skin topic..haha
de scenery is very nice!!! love it!!^^
de water really very cold...
but very fun...play splashing water...
but..i cant play much coz i'm unbalance inside de water...
cant even stand still..==...
then he told me tat...play water gt 3 task nid to be done...
2 task i'm done....but de other one..i really cant make it...
coz i dunno swim..i scare i cant float..><
then..we play bout an hour plus i guess....then only start journey bac hometown...
on de way bac...we chat a lot....
one of it is..bout de book..><
well i guess is my fault...><
feel guilty......really......
gt few minutes really stunt n think izit really my wrong??
hope noe de real reason..haiz...><
but overall...i'm HAPPY today er....^^
thank you!!!!^^

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long stories

long long time ago....

i very appreciate my time at home......

spending my time wit my family members.......

all de laughter surrounding my home....

never feel bored or upset.....

even when small too naughty until give mummy cane...

all stil ok....stil wont feel angry or wt....

but now...all had change.......

when my age of 10 years old.....

another new born member in my family....

i cant cope wit her.....

my mood started to change until i gt mad very easy....

n i dun like to talk wit her

all coz everytime she do wrong de thing..all will blame on me!

why me??/!!!!!

just because she small u all can like tat blame me???!!!

where fair to me?????!!!

n....now house started everyday dou blame here blame there!

WAT DE HELL THING HAPPENING TO MY HOME???

its make me dun like to stay at home even for one hour!

n im telling to myself...after stpm...

i dun wan to stay at home!

i rather like bro going out work or further my studies at other place

i dun wan everyday dou at teluk intan

haizz......

Love Story- Taylor swift With sub [HD]

love ur n others family...

LOVE UR LIFE..IF U DON'T WANNA BE ALONE FOREVER...

REMEMBER TAT..U STIL NID TO SAY I LOVE U TO UR BELOVED...

well..today mood quite gud de...hehe

just have a phone talk wit my fren.......

like to talk wit.....very funny........although sometimes..very cheong hei..haha...=p..dun mad me..

then heard news from my sister..

tat her colleague caught in an accident yesterday n passed away le...

so....now i realize......our life is short.....

we always use to say tat..

aiya..tis n tat things..tomoro only do lar.....stil gt so many times.....scare wt....

but...do u noe tat we r nt god???

we never noe wt will happen towards us tomoro or even today....

we always think tat we stil have tomoro....but in fact...

we never notice tat it maybe will be our last day on earth..

maybe u will say tat...wont so fast "gone" de lar...

we no drive fast car...no disease...

but..how u noe??maybe now u din gt but when u grow older touch wood something happen??

sorry to say..i just give my opinion...

so...please.....do care urself every minutes every seconds....

for those who r smokers....please....think of others....

de some from de cigarette can cause lungs cancer to de others....

wont u be guilty coz u indirectly cause ppl die??

n also for those drivers erm more famous to be known is "MAT REMPIT N MINA REMPIT"....dun u think u gt license ard means ur driving skills is gud...

if u r gud enough...then until now dou wont have news about car accident lar...==

for those whom haven't gt license yet..please lar...

guai guai sit at house lar...dun be illegal drivers...

if wan go out..cal fren fetch or take public bus...dun make innocent ppl gt involve in accident..

u don't deserve to make them die earlier just because of ur carelessness...

so...think over it again n again...

just because of ur carelessness...them will lost their beloved family members....

REMEMBER THINK!!

OUR LIFE JUST HAVE ONCE...IF U MISS IT..IS A GAME OVER FOR U...

THINK TWICE BEFORE U WANNA DO ANYTHING....

frenz coming bac hometown....

18/10/2011....

today is de day frickson reach teluk intan....

he when bac here wit eddie.....

then he find me out sing k wit eddie at Qbox.....

haha...1st time c both of them singing.....^^..

so do them c me singing............

quite new experience....coz 1st time c them sing.....haha

we sing at there for 2hours.......

then eat at "lan wu ting" at taman ros there.......

after tat...we when to cinema......

i tot both of them wan c movie....coz i dun wan c....

how knows when i say i dun wan watch ..them also dun wan watch...><...feel guilty..

but never mind..then we continue go giant........

20/10/2011

today frickson cal me out for lunch at KHRISNAN NASI KANDAR...

haha...i very like de nasi kandar there...its chicken is very gud n de most is.....

ITS NT EXPENSIVE!!!!haha...

then...we go long kai...while think where we nid to go next....

then..he saw a uncle sell fruits wit motor de...

so we stop at aik aik there...n buy fruits from uncle..n eat at car.....

then..we continue bac our journey....

at last..reach macd....but coz our stomach r too full...so cant in anything..><

then we decided to walk to giant....

there...he brought a THE SMURFS t-shirt.....

haha..there...he very funny....he wore 2 t-shirt in advance..haha

inside a red shirt n outside de smurfs shirt..haha

is very nice.....!!!..beside....

i saw a moderate size of DE SMURFS BEAR BEAR R!!!! ><'lll

very cute r...love it love it...!!

but unfortunately..cant bring it bac home...><'ll..huhu

then..tis end our outing today....

while...tis is de last day for tis time his journey bac hometown.....

his taking bus bac singapore at 9pm.....

really thanks to him...coz bring me out...coz quite long time no c dao him dy..haha

well...he ard in de bus now.......

hope he will have safe journey......

god bless him.....^^

genting interview...funny story...

1/10/2011

first day of de month.....

I FINALLY GO GENTING LE O...^^

today i go interview at genting wit fren.....

i actually interview for some sort cal dealer.....

so i go walk in interview at Genting Theme Park......

so...is my turn to gt interview....

he ask me many question bout math.......

but u noe wt.....??

i gan cheong dao...no one question i gt correct!!!><'lll

by tat time....i ard feel very diu lian...so i decided to give up....

so i talk to de interviewer...i says.."can i dun wan ask those question??"

he so shock de say.."cannot"...by tat time u cant imagine his facial expression...

i think bac really funny.....he stunt at me say cannot..he shock dao i say tat...

coz..i really dun feel wan work...coz normally answer math que..i use calculator de ma...

now cal me use mental calculation wor..

i gan cheong dao cant think of de answer...

most funny is.......

i say like tat he dou offer me a work...although me cant ans even one que correctly..=='ll

but.....he offer me to work as dealer at smoking area....

i think it twice...finally i says.....sorry i cant work...i allergic wit de smoke smell...

he dou zha dao...><'ll

u all sure think me no work dy leh.....u all wrong....

in fact..i gt another job he offer....

he offer me cashier...which is less rm100 only compare to dealer...

n de work is more easier...just help ppl change money....

i tot i ard no chance work at genting de..how noe..i gt de job too...

very funny leh....me self dou smile le many times....

so do my mummy......

1st time i choose work..nt de interviewer choose work for me....haha

luckily..i gt another 3fren same date in wit me..as cashier too o...^^V

so i wot be so lonely...hehe....

k lar....tired le.....wan sleep ler....

next time write again k?kaka

gud nitez....^^

exam exam exam..

time passes really fast.........

from my age of 1 till now ard is 19years old le.....

ard few big exam i gone thru.......

1st.....UPSR...

2nd...PMR.....

3rd....SPM.....

4th.....coming soon.....(STPM).......

today is de last day of my STPM trial exam.......

when i was small...i always wonder by asking y in ts world gt exam????(in fact now stil asking)

although many whom says tat exam is gud for student coz it can show how far is de student understand about de subjects they learn.....

but in fact...exam gt its own advantages n disadvantages....

ADVANTAGES

-> well...can show whether students really pay attention during class on or nt...

-> can show how far student can understand bout de subject(as i said up there)

-> haha...or...teacher actually can show their "homework" to de principal....

DISADVANTAGES

-> students easy gt stress in their studies....

-> students will study day n nite just to compete wit their fren...as singapore ppl say(gia shu)

-> students will left out de real life tat they suppose to gt during their young age...(tong nian)

if for me...gt exam never mind....

just dun so often de exam been held...

it drive me crazy...!!..@.@'lll

just take trial exam as example....

i study dao my panda eye become bigger n bigger le...><'ll

haha...can be POW de kung fu panda de siblings le...kaka

but i dun wan er...huhu....no nice...

haiz....suan lar...

once STPM nt yet arrive....i stil will be like panda....@.@

wish me luck ba....

will update again my blog soon...^^

my 1st stpm trial exam

6/9/2011

is de first day of my stpm trial exam....

hmmm....de 1st subject is pengajian am paper 2...

haiz...i dunno y???sudden lack of idea when do essay....

especially de science part....

cannot like tat dy...nid read bac all science fact...

then....

7/9/2011

second day exam....

mathematics paper 1...

tis paper also gg ard....

exam start at 8am...but i 9.15am ard finish do le..

y i so fast???

coz i just do de question i noe...><

really c de paper ...omg jor....wuhuhuhu

cham le......

paper 1 math...dunno wan how dy le...

revision tat time...dou can do de...

but when c de exam question..><

dunno y cant do r.....T.T

haiz....

now study more important than everything else...

NICOLE LIEW!!!!

U BETTER DO WELL IN EXAM!!

OR ELSE.....

I WONT "FANG GUO" U O!!!!

=P

always my wrong..

i hope to go out work as soon as possible.....

at least...i go work le....

i will less at home.....

i feel unfair...treated by parents....

jie jie gor gor...they all do thing never mad them....

but me at home...

wt dou is my wrong....!!!

i really beh tahan!!!

now just hope fast after exam..i wan go out work!!!!!

at home...they just notice my bad..although nt my wrong...

my gud??they never think of it ba....

feel suffer.........................unfair!!!!!!

just now..luckily gt one song.....

爱犯了错。。。

so meaningful....

dunno y hear tat song..my tears fall...

i take de chance....to cry out all....

to release my pressure....

feel better now....

just stil gt a scar at my heart......

am i important at home??

i dunno......

i do wt they dou feel me is wrong de....

suan le.......xi guan le.....

just will find sometimes...

cry.....but....i dun like....

coz alone.....

mood very bad.....exam around corner....

pressure coming once n once....never stop....

dou dunno wan how!!!if result bad.....

i really dunno wt will happen??

god...please bless me....

tis coming stpm exam....

let me gt result tat can give me in uni....

thank god first....

洪卓立-鍾舒曼最新國語MV《傻瓜》完整版

林宥嘉 - 想自由 Freedom (官方版MV)

stranger......

aiks.......

after yesterday.....de message....

i today ard dunno wan how to mian dui him......

feel like stranger........

well....is his decision.......

i nothing to say lar.......

just....no nid so big reaction ba..........

wan me sudden cope wit tis changes.....

very hard to me lor.......

cant just be normal ma.........????

now....like stranger......

everyone gt its own reason...so do i.....

i make de decision......coz i gt my own reason.....

so.....u do de decision...i do respect too....

i dun like ppl treat me like a stranger........

tat de main problems.......

nothing i can say now........

so...just.....

let time passes.........

1000 visitors!!

wohoo!!!!!

my blog today achieve 1000 visitors o!!!^^

hehe...happy happy..=p..

although it not much....

but i happy wit it...

tis blog contain all de tears n happiness of mine....

all my wishes n dreams.....

all my daily routine.....

all my frens.....my colleagues....

all my works experiences......

all my study stuff...

all my mood....

all it just same like my blog name.....

alL aBouT YuMico.aka.NiCol3^^

wanna noe more about me???

then keep continue follow my blog lor....^^

!@#$%^&*

I SWEAR!!!!!

FOR DE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL NEVER RESPECT U!!!!

U WONT HAVE DE CHANCE TO MAKE ME RESPECT YOU!!!

DONT U THINK U OLDER THAN ME U CAN DO ANYTHING!!!

U DONT DESERVE TO LIVE WIT US!!!

I HATE U!!!!

I PROMISE!!!!

IF I GT DE ABILITY TO BUY A NEW HOUSE WHEN I GROWN UP

U WONT HAVE DE CHANCE TO STAY WIT ME!!!!!

I HOPE NOW CAN HALAU U FROM DE HOUSE!!!!

C UR FACE DOU LIKE WAN PUNCH U!!!!

~!@#$%^&*o()

I HATE U!!!!HATE U!!!!!!!

i miss my lovely long hair so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7/8/11..history..de most nice pic of de day..

wit my lovely long hair!! <3

blekxxxxx.....

stil happy taking pic at car...

when on de way to cut hair...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

today becoz of mummy....

i nid to cut my hair....................

i just told de guy to help cut A BIT SHORT.....

he yao not say dunno chinese lar....

but y will help me cut dao so short de!!!!!!!!!!

walaoehhhhhhhhh

i din wear spec...so i cant c him cut dao how.....

after he finish cut n give me c behind...

only i noe he cut dao so damn short!!!!!

i stunt jor for few seconds tat time............................

tis is de second time in my life history i get short hair cut........

im going to bad list tis shop!!!!!

ard gt few shop give me black listed le!!!!

really really gek r now!!!!!

in TELUK INTAN...

de most best shop tat never make me regret is....

in kompleks menara condong there...

"KEN" is de shop name!!

her hair cut is VERY NICE!!!!

i dun wanna go other shop le in ti....!!!!

i will just go her shop next time!!!

now my hair like noooby!!!!

DUN LIKE R!!!!!!!!

n please......

dun cal me take PICTURE now!!!!

i dun wan to take NOOB picture r!!!!!!!!

im not ur superwoman

early in de morning i put breakfast on ur table

and make sure tat ur coffee has its sugar n cream

ur eggs r over easy,ur toast r done lightly

all tat missing's is ur morning kiss tat u use to greet me

now u say de juice is sour

it used to be so sweet

and i can't help but to wonder

if ur talking bout me

we don't talk de way tat we used to talk

it's hurting so deep

i've gt my pride,i will not cry

but its making me weak

im nt ur superwoman

im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down

and think tat everything ok

boy,i am only human

this girl need more occasional hugs

as a token of love from u to me,ooh baby

i fought my way through de rush hour

trying to make it home just for u

i wan to make sure tat ur dinner

will be waiting for u

but when u get there u just tell me

you're nt hungry at all

you said you'd rather read de paper

and u don't wan to talk

you'd like to think i'm just crazy

when i say you've changed

i'm convinced i know de problem

you don't love me de same

you're just going through de motions

and you're not being fair

i've gt my pride,i will not cry

still i can't help but care

im nt ur superwoman

im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down

and think tat everything ok

boy,i am only human

this girl need more occasional hugs

as a token of love from u to me

im nt ur superwoman

im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down

and think tat everything ok

boy,i am only human

this girl need more occasional hugs

as a token of love from u to me

ooh baby,look into de corners of ur mind

i'll always be there for u through good n bad times

but i can;t be de superwoman tat u wan me to be

i'll give my love,oh,lasting love if you'll return love to me

im nt ur superwoman

im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down

and think tat everything ok

boy,i am only human

this girl need more occasional hugs

as a token of love from u to me

ah ha,if u feel it in ur heart

and u understand me

stop right where u are

everybody sing along wit me

i'm de kind of girl tat can treat u so sweet

but you've gt to realize

tat you've got to be sweeter to me

i need love,i need just ur love

im nt ur superwoman

im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down

and think tat everything ok

boy,i am only human

this girl need more occasional hugs

as a token of love from u to me

"SUPERWOMAN"

song by....

karyn white..<3

why i like you

even though when i turn on the tv

i hear news of the world that makes

my shoulders droop and gloomy

you very clear voice this morning

i do i do i do...yeah~~

the one reason

that makes me perfect

makes me live,makes me laugh too..yeah~~

is having you..yeah~~

you you,when you say

"love love love you"i love you..

you make me believe

you you,when you

when you silently look into my eyes

and laugh you make me laugh too

the reasons why i like you

even if many many people don't

acknowledge me...

i straighten out my shoulders

and be more confident

my one and only person

the person that i love

my you my you my you..yeah~~

a bit more than the beginning

a bit more than yesterday

the reason that i've come to love you even

more today,girl~~

our little secret..yeah~~

you you,when you say

'love love love you', i love you

you make me believe

you you,when you

when you come beside me

and lean on me

i gain strength

your gentle smile,your sexy eyes

your weird words that are sometimes unpredictable

like the weather,yeah~~

just as you are

without having to fix anything

the person that so lovable to me is you

the person is you,yeah~~

you you,when you say

'love love love you', i love you

you make me believe

you you when you

when you silently look into my eyes

and laugh you make me laugh too

the reasons why i like you

you you when you say

'love love love you',i love you

you make me believe

you you when you

when you come beside me beside me

and lean on me

i gain strength

the reasons why i like you..

song by...SUPER JUNIOR..<3

ding dang wo ai ta 我爱他 - 丁当 MV

now only i realize....

there is no use for a gurl to love a guy wit all her will....

coz...too much of love to a guy...

just make de gurl hurt more deep...

ya...for me is true..

coz...i experienced it myself b4...

de end wt i gt??

nothing..just hurt..n tears...

n now.....

not i dun believe in guys....

just hard....n lack of confident.....

now...

i just hope can find a guy tat love me more than i love him...

will i found a guy like tat???

will it be hard???

but i promise......

once de guy appear in my life.....

i will change my will....

i will also love him as much as he love me....

but.....

when de guy will appear??

no ones noe....

i just hope...

when de guy appear....

please give him tips....to make him show me tat...

i really can rely on him....

i can put all my love on him....

thanks god....

Love me

love me-from yiruma..

spend almost 15minutes of time...

to rest ur mind....

wit yiruma song...

although some song is a bit touch my feeling...

but it still a very nice melody....

can relax ur mind...

u can hear tis melody..n cry as silent as u wan..just like me when i heard his song...

after cry..it really works...

i really feel comfortable...

n feeling gt better...

thank yiruma....^^...<3

Yiruma - Tears On Love

Yiruma - Maybe

walao!!

walao...........!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

mood damn not gud leh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i wan pistachio!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan eat kfc pocketful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan eat many many thing!!

but

sick cant eat!!!!!!!!!!!

but mood no gud...wan eat all of them!!!!!!!!!!!!

sick le...

yesterday sick le.........

get flu..cough...sore throat...n now...fever...

today no go skul.....

coz yesterday nite no sleep dao.....

n if go skul today nid drive car.....

i scare i drive car will blur blur......

coz yesterday tuition time.......my eye dou blur blur le....

ard few years....i din take mc coz of sick....

tis is de 3rd time i din go skul for tis year....

coz realy cant stand....

just now morning ok a bit...

but when i sleep for one hour just now...

my fever come again...

so nid eat panadol...650mg...

n flu..make me hard to breath n sleep.....

huhu......but.....

i happy coz......

many ppl care about me.......

cal me take care.....

n..just now i gt a big bottle of "liang shui"...hehe

feel so cute..n warm....

thanks you!!^^

tears fall again..n again...

really dunno how to express my feeling now......

today feel.......

bored......n now.....lonely........

i slept until 4pm today......

today whole day feel so tired....

dunno y???

n moody now......

somehow like drawing circle now......

emo-ing....

maybe i too......

erm.....

how say........

nobody wanna care me????

maybe...??

how knows rite??

alone.....really suffer.......

how im going to survive like tis???

cham jor.................................................

my tears....

fall again....

can help me stop it???????

can can can^^

i look sick?????

gt ma?????

dunno????

stil remember yesterday.......

when teacher ask our math students about family things.....

when it my turn......

haiz........

teacher ask about my things......

how is me recently.......

i told teacher tat i gt go work when holiday last time....

teacher gt shock.....

tat reaction i ard can guess it......

coz last year i gt de ex anthonian scholarship....

she gt tell me told me dun work le....

n i talk bout my family thing....

everytimes talk bout tat....

my tears will fall...

but luckily tat time i manage to hold my tears....

n...i cal teacher dun ask...so...sorry teacher..not to be rude...(in polite voice)

just..dun wannna fall tears infront of frenz...

but...de scholarship i gt last year really not enough.....

n...i prefer don't take money from parents....

coz i dun like....

but sometimes it really being force to take coz nid to use it...

then....to lower up my parents burden....

i every year if gt holiday i sure go work de...

although working sometimes really hard....

coz u nid face de boss or ur colleagues....

but..luckily...

until now...all my boss n colleagues them r very nice to me....^^

i really appreciate....they will help me when i gt problems....

really THANKS YOU to u all...

now...gt work i dou no do until i really nid money....

wanna study hard.....

dun wan give ppl *KAN SHUI*....!!!

WAIT N C!!!!!

I PROVE IT!!!

I CAN DE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^^

because im stupid

because im so foolish

i know only you

you who are looking at someone else

you probably don't know my heart

there is no me in your day

probably

not even in your memories

but im looking at

only you

my tears continue to fall

im happy with

looking at your back figure

though you still don't know my heart

though at de end

you'll just brush past me

the days tat i miss you so much...

the days when its too hard to bear

the words "I LOVE YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again..

alone , crying for you

once again...

alone , missing for you

baby..i love you

im waiting for you

there is no me in your day

probably

not even in your memories

but im looking at only you

making memories by myself

to me...

love is like a beautiful wound

even though i see your pretty

smile..

i cant smile with you

the days when i miss you so much

the days when its to hard to bear

the words 'I MISS YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again..

alone..

crying for you

once again...

alone

missing for you

baby I LOVE YOU

IM WAITING FOR YOU

bye bye never say goodbye

though i cant hold onto you

i need you

i cant say anything else

i want you

i'll wish and wish again

the days that i miss you so much

the days when its too hard to bear

the words 'I LOVE YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again....

alone

i crying for you

the days when you fill up my thoughts

the days when my heart grows cold and im sad

the words 'I MISS YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again...

alone

i crying for you

once again...

alone

missing for you

baby

I LOVE YOU

IM WAITING FOR YOU

*because im stupid...by SS501....*

死也不能放你走。。

虽然年少

也一样会受伤

我不懂这世界

不是不懂悲伤

为什么要骗我？

说会好起来的

如彼伤痛的心

该如何去平复

没有了你

我要怎么活下去

所以我。。

死也不能放你走。。

我怎么能放你走

若是要走 要离开

请把我心意改变

让我不再伤心

可以一直活下去

如果不行

反正也活不下去

死也不能放你走

不管你怎么要推我走

我也要挽留你到底

让你哪儿也去不了

如果你真的要走

请对我说谎吧

明天会再来见我

会笑着看我

告诉我

分手是玩笑话

不然的话我。。。

死也不能放你走

我怎么能放你走

若是要走 要离开

请把我的心意改变

让我不再伤心

可以一直活下去

如果不行

反正也会活不下去

死也不能放你走

曾与你共度漫长时间

而现在又该如何虫自面对

我无法做到

无法做到

死也不能放你走。。

真的不能放你走

我怎么能放你走

若是要走 要离开

请把我心意改变

让我不再伤心

可以一直活下去

如果不行

反正也活不下去

死也不能放你走。。。

tears......

22th of june 2011......

yesterday i cut le my fringe hair.....

omg.....it too short.....n make me look like noobby....zzzz

i no nid go out jor....haiz......

n..yesterday mood dunno why very bad.....

when nitez time.....

my tears suddenly fall........

my pair of eyes is watery n red......

but de main problems is.....

I DUNNO DE REASON WHY MY TEARS FALL????

izit funny????i also blur.....@.@

maybe i too stress le.....

i also dunno........

tis few weeks....my mood really bad......

bad dao i dun wan to think...n ppl make me angry..i will put my anger to it...

but i so sorry to those who be de person tat give me release my anger...

haiz......

sometimes...i really dun wanna be alone....

i dun like to be alone......

when im alone...i think many things....

n i cant concentrate on studies too....

tat make feel very bad.....

I HATE IT!!!

but wat i wan really simple.....

I JUST DUN WANNA TO BE ALONE....

i wan ppl to accompany me...

accompany me study...sms...talk...shopping....eat....

just cant fulfill it.....

i really dunno wat to do????

please...show me de way.........

PLEASE....

bad day

tis few days......

i really very unhappy....

but i dunno y????

de feeling sudden appear.....

n last two days......

i had a nitemare.........

it looks really reality..!

n it make me shock dao.........!!

i cant say anything......

but nobody noe........

i dunno wanna tell who.....

so...just trying to be normal as usual......

sudden feel being apart......

but i dunno wt mean???

just gt de feeling................

make me few days dou nt so gt mood....

it really complicated!!

i dun wan tat feeling coz it too annoying!!!!

hate it!!!

我的赖皮女友.mp4

ahhhhhhh......

so cute r!!!!!!

really really cute r!!!

like it!!!

so funny!!..

muackkk^^

wanna know more bout cancer gurls?c my post..haha

Have you met a Cancerian woman recently? Are you a little confused as to what she really is - chirpy, somber or distant? She is all of these and still, she is none of these. Even more confused? A Cancerian woman has mood swings every now and then and these are only a few of her mood swings. However, her basic personality traits remain the same. She is very sensitive, emotional, kind and caring. Now's the catch! Most of her traits will be hidden behind a shell of indifference and aloofness, breaking which will require quite a lot of effort.

You will have to gently coerce a Cancerian girl to get out of her shell and come into the big bad world without it. The best time to do this is in the moonlight, when there are maximum changes of catching her in her true emotions. When in love, she will be tender, womanly, timid and modest. She dislikes criticisms, can't stand rejection and gets deeply hurt by harsh words. Too much aggressiveness on your part may make her a little hesitant. She loves her mother, so you better learn to love as well as respect her too.

A Cancer woman will never make the first moves in a relationship; she only knows how to move backwards or sideways. This is because of two reasons, her shyness and her fear of being rejected. This female has some secrets and she won't like you prying around her personal diary. She is very insecure and will need your constant reassurance. It doesn't matter if she is the current 'Miss Universe' or has men drooling over her all the time, it is your attention and appreciation she would be the most concerned about.

You will have to learn to live with a Cancerian woman’s mood swings, which is not so difficult since she is so good in every other way. She is extremely loyal and will keep you happy with her warm and rich humor. Once she is committed to you, she will remain yours forever and ever. Adultery is not one of her traits. With a Cancerian woman, you will always have to be careful with words. She is very sentimental and can get hurt very easily. Then, she can cry like a 2-year old baby and you will be expected to console her and wipe her tears.

A Cancer female is a great cook and makes better food than a 5-star hotel chef. She is quite careful with money as well. Neither will she be stingy, nor totally extravagant. She has a habit of saving everything that is usable, be it money, old buttons or empty jars. She also saves things that have a sentimental value attached to them, like the sweater grandmother knitted on her fifth birthday. A Cancer female fiercely guards what is hers and that includes you too! However, she is not too possessive or jealous. But, she does not like sharing her love too.

She is one of those people who do not crib about bad luck. She will get depressed and may shed a few tears alone, but she will be patient and wait for the time to change again, this time in her favor. Almost all the Cancerians have the desire of being pampered like a child, especially when they feel low. Don't forget to pay your Cancer girl extra attention when she is depressed, otherwise she may retreat deeper into her shell. And then, it will be very difficult to bring her back to her normal self.

She will want to be told time and again that she is still desirable and you still need her. However, she is not weak and is completely capable of looking after herself. In fact, she is one of those who sacrifice all that they have, for their loved ones. She just needs some spoiling after every few days. A Cancerian woman may be fragile as far as her feelings are concerned, but when you need her, she will be as strong as the 'Rock of Gibraltar'. She will also be very protective of her children and make them feel completely secure.

Kids will be the center of her universe and she will pamper them with her love, affection and care. The children will also be very close to her and no matter how much far they go from home, they will come back to her and she will know this. A Cancer female always needs you, but she will never get too aggressive. She knows that you may leave for a while, to follow your dreams, but in the end, she is the one you will come back to. Then, you will find her as charming as before, waiting for you with freshly baked bread and hot soup. She will feed you, listen to your worries and make you smile again

frustrated.....

sudden feel graceful.........

coz god treat me so gud.......

but in fact i dunno it is gud or bad???

around me appear many gud fren......

they treat me very gud......

so touch.......

but..........

de more they treat me gud.....

de more i feel bad..........

dunno y?????????

just complicated............

digi fair ^^

n tis is me n ps lar...^^

tis is ps(guy which tall n thin) n meng hou(de miaw)..haha

tis is when i serve a white man..n he hold my head just to take pic..lolx...

hey blog walkers...^^

i last friday , saturday n sunday had work part time at GIANT TELUK INTAN o...

for de DIGi FAIR..hehe

have a lot of fun working there...

although it was tired....

coz i having leg n bac pain...T.T

like lao ah ma jor...huhu

BUT it worthy.....^^

coz i gt to noe many new colleagues....they r....

(PS , GUO JUN N AORAN)^^

then..stil gt another 2 person which says i lie them to work..(not true de r..)

which is wei yang n meng hou....

i have a lot of laughter when working there.....

n gt to exercise at gintell there..haha

ya..i was luckily coz i just nid to work at de big *pigu* there for 1 day...

if 3 days also at there i will die coz bored....

thanks to ps which is one of de dealer there coz help me gt off from de bored...

but i felt sorry to him too...coz make him nid to deal for it....T.T

tat time really very scary n guilty....huhu

all dou is de big pigu de fault...very ma fan de pigu...!

another more...within tis 3 days...i just gt to sold out one broadband only r...huhu

cant hit my target r....sad dao....

but never mind..i noe i do my best deal wit customer jor..^^

ya..i get an opportunity to work at digi shop by ps boss...

but unfortunately...i tis year gt stpm exam..nid concentrate for studies...

so sorry for it...T.T..

hope can work after my exam..haha

then..de last days working for de fair.....

de nite i go eat supper wit ps....

he"s a tall n thin guy.....

he very nice to chat wit....have nice chat wit him..^^

wat do u noe...he is great in studies....

so jealous...coz i too noob le....T.T

hmmm...i think i dou write finish le.....

last but not least.....

i wanna thanks to all my colleagues coz help me n teach me a lot bout digi..^^

gonna miss u guys so much...!! ^^

呵！！！

我的天啊。。。。
超不爽那个人叻！！！！
超不公平的。。！！
气死我了！！！！
哪里会有这个人的？？？
你等着来。。。。
我一定会做到比你好！！！！

fast fast tell them!!^^

haha....

today is very meaningful de day o......

today is 2oth of may mean....520 o....

hehe....gonna tell all ppl n fren i love them...!!

<3 muackxxxxxxxxxxxxx <3

actually is gud to tell de ppl around u tat u love them.....

only they will noe u appreciate them......

how about u outside there???

no matter u tell i love u to ur life partner or other ppl dou nvm....

just tell them....

they sure will very happy..!!^^

REMEMBER TELL THEM O..^^

just....

finally my mid term exam end...........

i was very frustrated bout de exam..........

de thing tat i study dunno y when exam time one dou can remember.....

i really dun like exam........

n....de real fact is....i actually dunno y de reason i wanna study??

can say i dun like study yao not??but say me like study jau wrong wor...

haiz....so complicated my feeling...bout study........

de reason i wanna continue study is just i wanna be successful in my life.....

i dun wan give ppl kan shui!!!!

n maybe coz pressure from family.........

family wan me to study....n i just can follow....

n i dun wan let down my parent wishes.......

i will do my best to get de result they wan.......

but at de same time....

i like give myself a penalty.......

which i dun hope to do so....

tis time de exam i really try hard on it.....

i even study till 3am like tat....

but de end......i like get nothing bout it...

coz i dou cant answer de question....

de time i answer it...keep asking myself....

wat actually de thing tat i read last nite??

y i cant answer it????????????????????????????

n sometimes keep asking myself....i study for wt????

just dunno yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i dou dunno wt will i do after study ????

study so high for???

can anyone tell me?????????

i dun wan study rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wan suffer r!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just cant do it......................................

maybe many of u c me like so happy everyday......

but u dunno wat actually playing on my mind......

i noe i nt happy so i dun wan to show it.......

i like to be wit fren......

coz fren can make me very happy...they will play n laugh wit me....

n i very less can go for holiday......

so everytime fren cal me go holiday i will try my best to join them....

i really not as happy as u think......

u will never noe wt de secret is behind tis shadow........

first hair bun^^

wohoo....

new picture uploaded.....

hehe....

my very first time my hair tie bun....

so xin tong....

c my hair curly......

but i think ok also..hehe

but...u all think no nice i also cant say anything lar..haha

coz i not leng lui......

i admit de...hehe

if think my picture is nice...

please dun shy put a like....^^

hehe..i so aiai....

life wit love??

life is miracle..

u never noe wt going happen in our daily life...

u can everyday live happily....or even full of sadness...

if everyone given a chance....

sure will choose to live happily everyday...but..unfortunately...

it just cant be happen....coz...sure will have sad n happy thing happen in a row..

but...god is kind enough....

it give us a chance to get a feel which cal *love*...

love is not as simple as u think.....

coz...today i watch korean movie....

i dou cry le c inside de actor n actress love story....

coz i noe it really happen in de real life...

even some of de scene happen to me too last time..

c de korean movie sometimes make me learn...

it make me noe how de love world is....

*if u really love a person.....

u will willing to change bcoz of he/she...

n u will think it is worthy...

*u will willing to help he/she to do anything when they nid ur help...

even if de thing is out from ur limits...

but u stil will try many ways to help he/she..

although ppl will say y u so silly??

but in ur heart u will think is great coz u can help he/she to do something..

at least u think tat he/she will cal u do thing coz they think bout u..

u will feel happy enough...

but.......

sometimes love can be hurt enough.....

coz....if u r unluckily...ur love may not be accept by others...

*tat time u feel hurt...

if u saw de ppl u like be 2gather wit others ppl...

u will sad...

*tat time u feel hurt...

de one who u love leave u alone at behind...

*tat time u feel hurt...

n many many more...

scene is more dao i cant say all it out...

but everytime i saw those drama...

my tears sure fall until cant stop....

so diu nian....T.T

me is de ppl who dunno handle my feeling...

so...nid ppl to care lot for me...

hope de ppl tat can care me lot will appear in my life...

not just in tv screen....

i've lost it....

i lost it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

omg...............i cant believe it......

tis earing i brought last time.....

tis can be said tat is a couple earing......

one is for me..n de another is wit him.....

but now....i lost it....

i just like lost all my memories....

y tis earing can lost??????????

i also dunno where it lost??

heart very sad...n my tears fall...

please give me find bac tis earing....

it mean a lot to me......

please.......

Quick Messy Updo Bun

Exam again...lolz....

aiyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa....

next month yao gt exam r.......

yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!

hate exam larrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....

who create exam de har??

create exam never mind..once a year ma can lor...

tis yao like every 2 or 3 month exam once...

one year dunno gt how many exam....

school exam...muet exam.....

make de student nowadays more stress n tension...

later i will be sot sot de leh....

haiz....but u c mr bean...

exam dou can make fun..

but hard for us now...

haiz....

give ur time for 6 mins...

to watch tis funny video...

relax ur mind ba..

ENJOY^^

wohoo..new hair cuts..^^

morning blog..^^

hmmm...yesterday cut jor hair o me...^^

my fringe become short jor lu.....

then behind de dou cut bac my lovely v shape...(mice tail)..haha

hmm...tis hair cuts i dou quite love it...

become bac shou nv....(mum say de lar)..

haha..coz last time hair gt spike de r...now wont spike jor...

hehe...my face so long r....so nid cut short fringe...so wont look long...

mum say tis one look nicer than last time....

look like kid a bit jor...no so mature....hehe

love tis hair..although stil long la de hair..

but my hair cut gt 2 benefits..

i can be short hair or long...

c my pic above^^

lian ren wei man

在靠近一点点。。。

我就让你牵手。。。

在靠近一点点。。。

我就跟你走。。。

大声说。。。

我爱你！！！！

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our LEO IR NITE!!(SCHOOL ROCKXX!!!!)

wow!!!!!!had a great show tat nite!!!!!!

on 2nd of april our leo club had organize IR NITE SCHOOL ROCKXX!!!!

tat nite was AWESOME!!!!

although on de opening we had some technical problems....

but...we manage to solve it n get praise from MARCUS LOH....!wow!!

seriously tis time event is better than our last year event....really happy bout it!!

on tat nite....we had performances from..........................

SAN MIN (24 drums) , SAN MIN SUWA (chinese yo-yo) , ST.ANTHONY (band) , CONVENT (ballet) , BUSINESS (zap me) , n lastly UTAR (OVERDRIVE)!!

im so happy to get de chance to watch all tis performances!!!

really NICE until i cant sleep at nite!!

just by thinking bac their performances...my eyes is as bright as de star on tat nite...

cant stop thinking bout it....!!^^

de most great performances tat i like on tat nite is from OVERDRIVE!!

they r AWESOME!!!

wayne (vocalist) , jayv (drummer) , alvin n christopher (guitarist)....

up there is their picture..haha^^

is like wow!!!cant take my eyes off from them...

coz it was totally nice!!their performances...

but...de performance from others also very gud...

just like de chinese yo-yo...

they really practice hard!i can c their efforts....

really appreciate them....^^

lastly....wanna thanks again to all of them who had performance tat nite....

u all r too GREAT n AWESOME!!!!!!(cant stop saying tat)...haha

here i gt upload some picture tat i take wit OVERDRIVE!!!!

hope to c their performance again!!!^^

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my blog....

hey my lovely blog........

up there is my new picture for facebook o...

hmmm..

exam for march finally ended up today....

but...i was disapointed at my own result for tis month...

haiz....

mostly my classmate will say....*march test only ma*...

haha..it just a sentence to give bac us de spirit to work more had b4 STPM...

but it more reminds to us de date is getting nearer....

cant lie our ownself dy....

hmmm...overall....tis month my life stil can be said ok....

nothing happen to me..*touch wood*....

having a lot of laughter wit frenz around....

feel graceful...gt frenz beside me....thanks to u all.....mu...ackxx...hehe

then...i was sad is...i cant contact wit a fren....de frenz who use to accompany me play sdo...n so wit de ants game....very care me.....fren from johor....

gonna miss it.....

hope to get contact bac sooner...if c dao my blog....

then.....

last..hope next time i write on tis blog.....

everything is good....news was good...hehe

*praying hard*

haiz...

haiz...

exam getting nearer....

but i stil cant concentrate on studies r.....

very stress.....

c last year de students cant get gud result...

i dou scare scare now...

wat would be my result for tis year stpm???

haiz......

cant in de thing i read in my mind r.....

if gt memory card for brain how gud r...

if full dy can put another....

haiz...

anyone can help????????????????????????????

going to burn de book n drink it.....

haiz.....

nicole nicole....

gambate la u.....

haiz.....

烦的心情。。。

好久没在这里写东西了。。。。
心情很不好。。。
现在很烦。。。。
我不知道我活在世界上来做么？？？？
读书读书。。。考试考试。。。。
但也没关系。。。。
但在爱情上。。。我真的输了。。。。。
我真的不知道怎样要去面对。。。。
我觉得好烦好烦。。。。。
有时候想起了以前的事。。。。
眼泪就不知不觉的留下来了。。。
答应过自己不能再哭。。。但就是做不到。。。
我不想去想。。。但就是不能。。。。
我还爱他。。。。。
但。。。我不知道怎样接受他。。。
我恨的很爱很爱他。。。。
我根本不能忘了他。。。。
觉得心很痛很痛。。。。
我爱你。。。。

wat i wan just happiness from you.....

倪安東 - Sorry That I Loved You (HQ官方版MV)

saw u once....heart feel hurt once.......

dunno wat feel that suppose i to have....

full of complicated feeling in my heart......

that i dunno how to express it......

de thing i wan just simple happiness from u.....

nothing hard rite???

but u just cant give it.....

haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

another gathering dinner with colleague^^

haha..another gathering dinner with all the colleagues from xtreme....

this time we had our dinner at SECHUAN at 9 pm....

wow...theres are a lot of dishes..........

until we cant finish it....haha..

but luckily....we got a helper...name FERNANDO......kaka

the prawn and the fish also he eat all...also get help from his buddy..LUCAS....(help eat fish)...

haha...and many of them had drink alcohol...

the way they open the bottle of alcohol ..wow...many style....haha

got one very funny is by WEI SIANG...no sound heard when he open the bottle..all laugh...kaka

having a lot of fun with them......^^

sorry that i love you....

For all of the time that I tried for your smile

For making you think I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

that no one was there to take a stand

but the love love love made us blind

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it alright

so sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I loved you

sorry that I held you tight

and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye

for being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

for giving you every thing that you dreamed

for taking it back when i fled the scene

sorry love for wasting your time

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

so sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I loved you

sorry that I held you tight

an apology now after all of this time

won't make any difference tonight

but I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind

to love love love in your life

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

I'm sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I hurt you

I'm so sorry that I loved you

i'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I loved you