just....

finally my mid term exam end...........

i was very frustrated bout de exam..........

de thing tat i study dunno y when exam time one dou can remember.....

i really dun like exam........

n....de real fact is....i actually dunno y de reason i wanna study??

can say i dun like study yao not??but say me like study jau wrong wor...

haiz....so complicated my feeling...bout study........

de reason i wanna continue study is just i wanna be successful in my life.....

i dun wan give ppl kan shui!!!!

n maybe coz pressure from family.........

family wan me to study....n i just can follow....

n i dun wan let down my parent wishes.......

i will do my best to get de result they wan.......

but at de same time....

i like give myself a penalty.......

which i dun hope to do so....

tis time de exam i really try hard on it.....

i even study till 3am like tat....

but de end......i like get nothing bout it...

coz i dou cant answer de question....

de time i answer it...keep asking myself....

wat actually de thing tat i read last nite??

y i cant answer it????????????????????????????

n sometimes keep asking myself....i study for wt????

just dunno yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

i dou dunno wt will i do after study ????

study so high for???

can anyone tell me?????????

i dun wan study rrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dun wan suffer r!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i just cant do it......................................

maybe many of u c me like so happy everyday......

but u dunno wat actually playing on my mind......

i noe i nt happy so i dun wan to show it.......

i like to be wit fren......

coz fren can make me very happy...they will play n laugh wit me....

n i very less can go for holiday......

so everytime fren cal me go holiday i will try my best to join them....

i really not as happy as u think......

u will never noe wt de secret is behind tis shadow........