Wednesday, December 29, 2010

升。。^@^


哈哈。。。。
刚在跟升玩游戏。。。。好爽哦。。哈哈
很少会玩到那么开心。。。
原来facebook也那么多游戏的哦。。
现在才知道。。。。
就不会话语是这样的了。。。。呼呼。。
谢谢。。。升。。。较我玩很多东西。。。。
又较我话语。。。哈哈。。。谢谢你啊。。。
跟升聊天真的很好聊。。。
感觉好想很relax....
哈哈。。。喜欢他对我说“又呼呼了”。。。
呵呵。。很好笑阿。。。很喜欢跟他聊。。。
要看他照片吗???哈哈。。这就是升啦。。。
哈哈。。。^^今天给他弄傻了。。呼呼。。。
突然信息。。哈哈。。我要做猪了。。。
呵呵。。晚安。。。^@^

Monday, December 20, 2010

哥哥。。

haha...yesterday play sdo......
noe a new guy.........
having nice chat wit him........
feel comfortable chat wit him....haha
haha..listed him as my brother.......kaka^^
he last time look like pan wei po leh......
so 帅...haha
now i noe play de ants game le....
dou is he teach de.....
me so noob r....
dunno read chinese.....
haiz...so cham...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

blog a blog...

hey blog.....
gonna ask u a question.......
if a guy r willing to change himself .....
r u willing to accept it as ur bf?????
r u gonna gave a chance for him to change juz for u??
he is very touching when saying all his stories....
de thing he said dou is truth.....
no gonna lie u.....
100% he tell u......
although hard to accept some of it....
but he willing to change......
truly say tat he love u........
heart being hurt for few times le......
now wanna believe i dou dunno?????
haiz....let time goes on by itself ba.....

Friday, December 17, 2010

human

long time no write at blog le....
tis few days dou busy......
tis few days dou always raining......
so cold.......nite dou cover blanket like mummy..haha
skul gonna reopen le....
i stil nt yet prepare well for my study next year..
haiz......feel hard.....hard to breath........
y human gt so many worries???
juz dunno y???
if no worries n can live happily everyday how gud r....
yao wont gt war all tat....
gt human tat so selfish....like bullying...play love all tat
juz hate it.....including myself if i gt done it....
human human.....y u like tis bad de??!!!

Friday, December 10, 2010

hope u can be a happy angel in heaven...may god bless u...R.I.P...(ALVISS KONG)

de last picture of him which stil crying.....n de other side is de picture of him n de gurl....



today heard a bad news....it was about a guy....
a guy who commit suicide because of love......
he such a loyal guy...he was in love wit a gurl for 4 months...
bt i dunno de reason y they will break??.....
so de guy(ALVISS KONG)....had make his last decision is to commit suicide..
before he commit suicide...he had count down at facebook....
it was 45minutes before he jump from 14th floor from his house...
he left out his mummy n his sis.....
then before...his sis feel weird...n chat wit him at facebook too..
bt he act like normal...juz say to his sis tat he love her...(his sis)
he also call his sis to take gud care of his mummy...
his sis feel very very weird....bt de time his sis message him..he ard passed away le..
it was de most sad real story i ever heard....
he was very young(22years old)..n a guy looking guy...
de most is..he really love de gurl so much...until he can die for her...
nowadays really hard to find a guy tat will same wit him so loyal...
until de last breath of him..he stil says tat he love de gurl....
i was very touching to hear tat news.....
really really hope tat he can REST IN PEACE!!!
n be a happy ANGEL in heaven....
may GOD bless him...n protect him....
sincerely wish him...........


Tuesday, December 7, 2010

memory....


juz nw saw a gurl profile....
she wit her dear also after one year.....

saw de same cake tat i eaten b4 which on my birthday tat time...
which is chocolate indulgence......

sudden think bac many things....

saw bac de old picture taken last time....

hugging bear bear at my side.....

who going to realize my feeling is how??

whether i sad or happy???
in facts..no one noe.......
many of them ask me y stil keep de old memory???
i dunno how to answer them.......
wat i noe is....
it jux hard for me to 4gt it....
bt wt can i do????
nothing......nothing.......


Monday, December 6, 2010

sudden feel useless...

sudden feel myself so useless at tis moment..
dunno y??.....
tis year is de most useless year for me......
all de thing happen to me seem nt gud...
my work...my studies....my relationship.....
hate myself like tat...!!!!
dun wan like tat de life............
i nt very tough person......
i dunno wanna how handle all tis thing by myself.....
dun wanna think it.......
bt i cant...................................
please someone bring me out of those situations...

Sunday, December 5, 2010

last call of me calling dear.....

was a cold nite...


yesterday was a cold nite....
after work jau go yam cha wit fren at mcd....
then eat le..stil hungry.....T.T
eat a lot nw...hehe
then reach home.....
it was cold after bath........then on9.......chat wit frenz..^^
then sleep.....sleep time was very cold.....
juz hug bear bear...de bear bear really give me warm......
i feel warmer when hugging it.......
feel soft...n i easily fall asleep everytime hugging it...
de bear is like give protection to me.....keep me warm....
de bear is de last present from................
dunno y it make me feel safe.......
hugging it.......

Friday, December 3, 2010

my colleague.....hehe

haha..up there is all my colleague who had work wit me at fair last week...
our big xtreme family....haha....
many leh....actually stil gt many xtreme de colleague de..
juz some cant go help at fair only....
coz some nid stay at company...as we gt open shop too on tat days....
bt stil gt one de...juz tat time he serving customer...
so cant gt de chance to take pic wit us...haha
tat person i think xtreme de colleague dou noe who is he de la..wakaka
shortcut name is.."TWS"..haha
all colleague had fun.....although nid to stay hot n sweating...
haha....i like work at tis company so much....
i can learn thing n had fun wit colleague...
de main point is...there is no gap between boss n workers.....
u cant even guess who is de boss n who is de workers.....^^
like tis company!!XTREME!!!

Thursday, December 2, 2010

nothing...


tis few days..nothing much happen....
juz feel....dunno wt happen to me???
bored..or no mood.....
still dunno????
dunno wt to do?????
juz playing sdo for fun....meet many new fren there..
hmmm....missing....listen music ba..

Monday, November 29, 2010

wohoo...at last fair is end....


huhu...my leg swollen dy...huhu...
leg so pain........................................
my colleague they all stil laugh me tim..huhu
haha...bt never mind...i can make them laugh dou ok de..kaka
yeaterday after fair..we all had our supper at restaurant...
eat so full...haha
n..colleague from kl also joining us to eat..
haha...my boss them dun wan give de kl de colleague bac...
wan them stay at ti more a while....
haha..both of them r top sales!!!
c their way promoting is like wow!!!
haha...gotta learn from them......
feel great can cooperate wit them..^^
hope can meet them again....
they r nice...^^
ya..upper is we 4 de picture...
4 of us r handling "LENOVO" de...
from de left.....
CK CHONG , AH HEI , JUN JIE(JJ) , n last ME...haha
they all gud looking rite...haha...
me de worse at there..haha

Saturday, November 27, 2010

second day of fair...

hehe..today i sell dao one netbook...
feel great....^^
bt unfortunately...until nite time...
my leg suddenly becum very pain r.....T.T
like leg cramp...haiz.....
i walk dou like ppl leg wan patah,,,,
huhu.....hmmm....
n today i feel very hungry de....
coz no thing eat..i drink many water...until nw so full..
my stomach full of water nw..haha
tomoro last day do fair le...
feel sad a bit...huhu....
coz...haiz....gt thing lar...

Friday, November 26, 2010

fair at giant^^

hehe...today i 1st time do fair leh....
haha...feel great...^^
hmmm..do fair stil ok la...juz leg long time no stand so long..
feel no comfortable jor...bt i think tomoro will be better...^^
today noe new colleague cum from kl.....
one de name is jun jie...n another if i nt wrong he cal us to cal him cc??sorry...i very weak in remember ppl names....T.T
both of them came from "LENOVO"......
LENOVO is a brand under IBM....laptop , desktop n notebook.....
although we juz noe each other..bt ard can cooperate well..
can laugh n talk....haha
working give me noe a lot of ppl...meet different kind of ppl..
tat de reason i like working........
n i get a lot of great experience from learning to improve my skills of speaking....
n skill to communicate wit ppl..
hmmm...i din take picture..huhu...
can upload give u all c....so waste....
phone quality nt gud...T.T

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

1st time sell laptop^^

haha....today very happy^^
i 1st time sell dao laptop...hehe
is de brand name "lenovo"....
haha....feel great...can add comisen dy...hehe
must gambate find money....
haiz...tis few days no study dao r......
cham lo....next year if stil lai tat.....
nw they all r having stpm exam...c so fast...
later next year my turn le....cham lo....i scare jor now....
haiz.....how leh????????????????????
if i gt like genius de brain how gud hor....
no nid so hard to memorize or learning a new thing....
huhu.....dun care le...must add oil....
must do balancing..on study n work....

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

silent nite..


wt a silent nite tonite.....
nite..juzz press phone...no time on9...
coz dunno number wt de boss sit behind me today..haiz
luckily..hehe..gt di pei me sms...
so no so bored dy....
today de work suan ok la....
no so hard as i think....
bt stil gt a lot tat i nid to learn la....
never mind..i ok for me de...
hehe....feel tired n sleepy le...
wanna sleep le...
wirte tomoro...^^
gud nite...sweet dream....love myself....:P

Monday, November 22, 2010

1st day work at extreme part 2


fu.......i finally after work le.......hehe
hmmm...today de work quite fine......
nt so hard......n gt aircond tim...haha
today ard can cope wit colleague le.....
gt say gt laugh...hehe........
noe many new colleague...haha
n they teach me how to work...tell me wt de product is....tis n tat...
fun working there..juz gt few moment quite "free"..coz no customer...
wanna on9..bt scare scare..
can play phone leh...de most important...haha
tis friday , saturday , n sunday will be working at giant whole day....
coz gt fair....hmmm..1st time work fair de......
another more new experience...hehe
bt work at there i feel happy la...
coz colleague dou nice to me...n ya li nt big...
juz more i nid to learn...
i noe i can do it de!!!
nicole!!!!gambate!!!!!!^^

1st day work at extreme part 1


hmmm....today is my 1st day work at extreme o....hehe..
nw gt a bit nervouse tim...coz nt yet go work....
dunno there de ppl ok ma??
can i follow up wt they nid me to do??
i scare i make them angry or wt........
coz i dunno anyone at there........
hmmm...bt i support myself!!
as nt my 1st working experience r.....
no nid scare or nervous la......
be calm.....take a deep breath........
fu......hehe.....
then...jau wait me tonite after work how la....
i will write again here later.....stay tune for second part...hehe

Sunday, November 21, 2010

today scedule..hehe

hehe..today celebrate miss teoh de bday....
wanna wish her happy birthday^^
n after tat..bac skul....
go c skul band member...haha
saw them eating...n sleep at class..lolx..cham lo..hehe
having a lot of fun today...
tomoro will go eat chicken chop!!hehe..
n..juz nw actually very sleepy de...
bt after play sdo...me becum more jing shen..=="ll
n gt one guy wanna compete me wit hard song...level5 de..==
bt at de end..he lose....haha
i win!!^^
so glad!!^^kaka...bt i nid practice too..juz luck..
hmmm...say until here only la....
wanna ooi ooi be pig lu...xixi...
gud nite to those who read my blog.....
n sweet dream^@^

Thursday, November 18, 2010

my early christmas present



today receive many give from someone......
gt a book, 3boxes of chocolate..n a bag...
all is i nid de n i like de..........
really thanks to him..............
really happy bout tat............
bt those present can i accept???
i feel paise la...........
coz so many present at once......
y treat me so gud???huhu

great time!!^^

hehe...wat do u noe??
i finally found my frenz!!!
a frenz who was close to me when we r in primary skul!!!
n de person is Afiqah Mardhiah!!!
i were so happy!!1as i lost contact wit her ard few years le!!
so great de feeling!!
miss her so much!!!
i keep finding about her news..n yet i found her in hong lynn blog..yeah!!
haha..gonna choose one day i wanna have long talk wit her!!...^^
miss de way she eat nasi lemak so much!!haha
hmmm...n yesterday.....
wow...i long time din play sdo le......
nw play bac seem hard a bit for me.....
maybe game nt suitable for me gua......
haha..coz i less play game....noob r......>.<
hmmm..now holiday can play more game.....
bt till tis week only....
nid start work next week....huhu
haha..bt i will enjoy de process of working......
de 6th job of mine...hehe...ps ps.....
bt fren if wanna find me....please sms me o.....
coz i scare i no time open fb....hehe
hmmm...its time...continue play fb..wakaka...bb^^

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

blur....

im blur........
blur blur n blur............................................
i dunno wat is happening around me......
i nt a tough gurl.......
i cant face it by myself alone.....
i really cant.............
bt stil i nid to face it............
avoiding me from thinking........
is by working...........
i gt a job.....n i will start working next monday....
gonna make myself busy n tired.......
so i wont think tis n think tat........
hmmm......n worry about next year expenses......
next year only maths tuition will cost me rm90!!
is like wat de???....haiz....
gonna find money to pay it...as me always do....
be independent....dun like use parent money.....
financial problem..i will settle u!!!!
haha..GAMBATE for myself!!!!!!
gambate gambate..,.jia u jia u....
加油加油!!!!haha....
sot sot de me...@.@

Monday, November 15, 2010

write at my old blog..


nice mar tis couple????
haha..i think is cute........
hmmm...juz after write my feeling at my old blog....
is my secret of life......
juz me noe....wt de blog is.....
如果你要爱我。。。
请你真心的爱我。。
别伤害我。。。

Timbaland ft. One Republic - Apologize

Sunday, November 14, 2010

a nite again...

hmmm...wat a nite....hehe....
wit sis n frenz they all.....haha
yesterday play till 4am...haha
only sleep..stil gt a while pillow talk..kaka
n today meet new frenz......
gt one guy name barry..haha..he is so funny...
n today play de thing tat check hand palm de...
1st is very scare..gt like electric shock...
bt then after nothing le..haha
saw me hand shacking...they say me nervous...
bt in fact my hand is naturally is shack de...
haha..then only he noe....
hope can meet more new frenz......^^
having frenz together wit me is de most happy for me nw..
hehe...frenz treat me de best....
as they wont sudden leave me...haha
thanks to u guys n gurls!!!

Saturday, November 13, 2010

happy happy..

hehe..after all exam le lu.......
today last muet exam...hehe
gonna rock de world....kaka
haha..today wanna yam cha till midnite..hehe...
gonna play pool again..hehe^^yeah!!

Friday, November 12, 2010

new life of me..wohoo..^^


im ard decide!!!hehe

再见了。。


我不懂该不该再相信你说的话??
为我好??是吗??为我好就要伤我??
我不懂!!!!!!!!!
我不管了。。。不再想你了。。。。
我累了。。你有你的生活。。我也有我的。。。
我就是什么都不懂的女生。。也需要人来疼。。。
我就是笨笨的!!我也不要那样。。我就是不懂所以才会说“我不懂”。。
我现在学会了没有你在我身边。。。
不想再想你而心痛。。。
我要做个快快乐乐的人。。。!!!
现在。。我做到了。。你也看到了。。。
所以再见了。。

Thursday, November 11, 2010

think??

好想知道人家会给我几分呢??
我好吗??不懂呢??
hmmm...i gud?????????
maybe i sporting ba..haha...
i stil ok lar....normal...haiz.......
dunno wan think wt nw lar......

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

form6 life..


hmmm..today whole body feel pain after jungle trekking...
bt then..never mind..i gt my 1st experience..hehe
tis year..many thing happen to me..
gt sad de..then dou gt happy de...
hmmm..sad de say b4 le...dun wan say le....
i wanna say happy de..hehe
forms 6 life...although is hard...bt...
is de most happy year for me...
coz many 1st time....
i 1st time play snooker...1st time yam cha till late 1am....
1st time go jungle trekking..1st time so free at skul...
haha..like it!!n meet many new frenz...nice to meet them...^^
tell u all tis little 1st...hehe..next time tell u more...^^

Tuesday, November 9, 2010

tired....

today go jungle trekking...
haiz..tired...n fun too...
coz 1st time mar.....
bt so diu lian...haiz....dun wn say wt it is..
later on will noe...haiz......
n hate tat teacher!!!!malay!!!
haiz...one word...tired..=="ll

Monday, November 8, 2010

gilty...

lolz....i feel sorry to my fren lar....
he recommend de job to earn money to me..
bt mum din give...
yao nt me dun wan..feel gilty....
i dun wan u force me....if i can i really can de...
bt now is me cant ma..my mum dun let....
n de amount of money is nt small leh....
i nt rich...sorry....

Sunday, November 7, 2010

wt a nite..kaka

wow...yesterday out wit frenz n sis until 1am leh...
kaka....we breakfast,lunch,go charity fair,go sing karaoke,eat dinner,go play snooker n last..hehe..
supper char kuey teow...wow wow wow..kaka
until midnite over over one hour...hehe
thankz to fionne , chun wai , sehli , yew kit , chun keat , tuck yew , n yu qing,,,,
haha...we have a lot of fun together....
i sing many songs yesterday nite..hehe
nw de voice gt a bit ahem...kaka
bt never mind..i gt a lots of fun....
HAVING FRENZ AT MY SIDE...FEEL GRACEFUL...TQ U ALL^^

Saturday, November 6, 2010

my colour n urs...

de colour tat represent him...
【*栗色*】

● 你有一个聪明的脑袋。也是一个自我的人,常依自己的喜好来做事,有时会因为不大理别人的感受而惹上麻烦。对于爱情你很有耐性,当你找到你要找的那一位后,你不会再爱上别人
Maroon * 【*】

● Do you have a smart head. Is a self who often do things according to their preferences, sometimes because they do not feel while thinking about other people trouble. For the love you are patient, when you find one who you're looking for, you will not fall in love with someone else


while me is....

【*橙色*】

● 你总会对自己做过的事付责任,亦很懂得怎样待人接物。你常常给自己定下很多目标和竞争对象。

你很难去相信别人,包括你的朋友,但当你认为他是可信的话,你将会把他当成永远的知己
Orange * 【*】

● You always pay for your own actions, responsibilities, and you know how to treat people. You always have goals and are competitive.

It's hard to trust someone, including your friends, but when you think he is credible, you will always be a friend to him as

is based on de fact of date of bday...

Friday, November 5, 2010

great day!!

haha..today very happy......
can play snooker again...hehe
bt unfortunately...i dunno play r.....
i help de opposite team in ball..lolx..=="ll
haha..bt stil can laugh..kaka
gt frenz n sis accompany....
i love them so much!!!!
coz juz one phone...if they r free...
sure at my side there...
hehe.."welcum"them r...
weird?cant say de word start wit "T"coz...nid treat mcd..kaka
hehe..feel gud!!

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Rainie Yang - Li Xiang Qing Ren

so sweet o..hehe^^

tis is wt frenz for..hehe^^


haha..tis few days really feel nice la...
going many places....taking picture wit frens they all...
hehe...all worries dou no jor lo.....
tis few days i feel de most free of mind.......
i like de feeling!!^^hehe
next week jungle trekking!!wohoo!!here i cum..kaka
gonna play for tis whole year!!hehe
no nid think anything i feel great!!hehe
thanks you FRENZ!!!!muackxx..hehe^^

new picture of me o..hehe




hehe..wat u all think???ok mar??

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

picture fren n me...






nice trip..


haha..yesterday go kl....wow...nice trip..
hehe..tis time take many pic for memory....
haha...so fun..hehe...we like big big family...kaka
here our pic...
haha..nice leh...kaka
guess which one is me??kaka
noe it..??:p

ungu - kekasih gelapku

a really nice song..
recommend by a person...
long ago...

Monday, November 1, 2010

cold day...


is a cold day today.....
n im shivering too...although ard hug big bear bear n cover blanket...
sooooo cold......hmmm..
tomoro nid early wake up lu...
gonna go kl.......early at 7am......
feel sleepy r....bt can far away from ti a while...
nice also......
mind can be relax...haha
last....tonite...nid cover self tight tight....
at least i wont feel "cold"...

sot sot de me..haha




haha..me bored..dunno wanna do wt??so play wit pic..kaka..=p

Sunday, October 31, 2010

I Will Still Love You - 98 Degrees

de same wit tis...i will...

my everything...

juz listen de song...title..."my everything"...
i think it suite me best.....
coz nw is like everything had taken away from me...
i juz like lost everything....my everything....
bt i noe tat..ur my everything....
bt it lost by sudden....
god....can show me de way bac to it ma??

funny day...

haha..today is my biao jie de real wedding day...
means gt "yam cha" de lar....haha
those heng dai r very cham today...being play by ji mui us..haha
they nid eat wasabi lar...wear de paper panties lar...nid pumping lar...
haha..c them so work hard for my biao jie fu...
very "gou yi qi"kaka
hmmm...so nice today de wedding.......

Saturday, October 30, 2010

biao jie wedding...

wow...i now i damn tired.......
my leg gt a bit pain...bt most is pain coz bitten by mosquito....
tomoro going to be her ji mui...
c her so xing fu.....juz like it......

wanna give up...

我要放弃了。。。
不想再那样了。。。
我心痛够了。。。
再见。。。

Friday, October 29, 2010

林健辉 - 我听见有人叫你宝贝 KTV

我过得日子。。。

没有你在我身边的日子真的很难受。。。
心一天比一天还要痛。。。
但你会知道吗???
你会懂吗???
真的很心疼。。。
我好想你。。真的真的很想你。。。
很想知道你过得还好吗???
很想知道你在做什么。。。
好想知道你会想起我吗???
今天我看会我弄得video有我们两个人的照片。。。
我们的回忆。。。我眼泪又掉了。。。
我真的不喜欢那样。。。
你知道吗???
你不知道我每天是怎样过的。。。
我过得好辛苦。。。我好痛。。。
真的好痛好痛。。。

cry on my shoulder...

today feeling stil lonely.....
juz hate de feeling.....
nid someone to tell me those word....
"if u wanna cry...cry on my shoulder...
if u nid someone...to cares for u....
if you're feeling sad....de heart gt colder....
i will always stay by ur side...
i promise u...i never hide...."
can someone tell me tat???????

Thursday, October 28, 2010

sorry.......

today juz talk wit u.......
i pretended to be as cool as possible......
bt actually i juz cant do it...
it juz pain so much in my heart.......
i tend to do de thing tat u dun like me to do....
i feel very pain....

holiday holiday...^^

wow...exam over..
time 4 holiday....hehe^^
tis sunday is my tang jie de wedding o.....
going for her wedding dinner....haha
so sweet..he n b4 so long le...n now de time they gt 2gather 4ever...
juz hope i can like them too.....hmmm..
aik..dun think le...gonna wish them "bai tou xie lao..."kaka
then next week will go kl...hehe
last week my fren danny bac from kl...
he ask me wanna follow him go kl then nov6 lai tat bac ti....
feel wanna follow...huhu
bt i skul gt thing do...cant follow long....sAd....
i wan go play..dun wan at ti....ti juz make me bored...
who can bring me go play??????????????????????

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

de happiness tat agree b4...

your reply is in a mess
at this moment in time,
i thought of the pigeon beside the fountain,
the sweetness is scattered.

a mysterious tugging of my emotions
i'm still loving you.
but you continued singing
pretending that nothing has happened.

time has passed and left,
love is faced with a choice.
you've become cold and i've cried
the unhappiness you felt when you left,
you just wrote them down on a card.
sometimes love can only be like this and it's really painful.

what happened, you're tired, where is the happiness that we agreed on?
i understand, don't say anymore, love has weakened, my dreams have drifted.
being happy or not, narrating them one after another, you cant bear it.
those feelings of loving were way too deep, i can still remember them.

you're not waiting anymore, wheres the happiness that we agreed on?
i was wrong, tears have dried, we've let go, we've regretted.
only that musical box of memories still continue to turn,
how can it be stopped?

你不知道的事。。。

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
hu die zha ji ci yan jing
才学会飞行
cai xue hui fei xing
夜空洒满了星星
ye kong sa man le xing xing
但几颗会落地
dan ji ke hui luo di
我飞行 但你坠落之际
wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji
很靠近 还听见呼吸
hen kao jin huan ting jian hu xi
对不起 我却没捉紧你
dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni
你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu
碎了满地
sui le man di
在心里清晰
zai xin li qing xi
你不知道我为什么狠下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi
蝴蝶眨几次眼睛
hu die zha ji ci yan jing
才学会飞行
cai xue hui fei xing
夜空洒满了星星
ye kong sa man le xing xing
但几颗会落地
dan ji ke hui luo di
我飞行 但你坠落之际
wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji
很靠近 还听见呼吸
hen kao jin huan ting jian hu xi
对不起 我却没捉紧你
dui bu qi wo que mei zhuo jin ni
你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu
碎了满地
sui le mandi
在心里清晰
zai xin li qing xi
你不知道我为什么狠下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi
我飞行 但你坠落之际
wo fei xing dan ni zhui luo zhi ji
你不知道我为什么离开你
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me li kai ni
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
wo jian chi bu neng shuo fang ren ni ku qi
你的泪滴像 倾盆大雨
ni de lei di xiang qing pen da yu
碎了满地
sui le man di
在心里清晰
zai xin li qing xi
你不知道我为什么狠下心
ni bu zhi dao wo wei shen me hen xia xin
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
pan xuan zai ni kan bu jian de gao kong li
多的是 你不知道的事
duo de shi ni bu zhi dao de shi

yes!!

yes yes!!!!my tis year exam finally end le!!!!
n i can ended it early...coz take de two paper in advanced!kaka
i today do my muet n business......
wow..my hand is very pain....
coz writing too much...........
nw holiday time 4 me!!!wowowowowowow!!!!
hehe..wanna go play jor then find work....
hmmm..where wanna work ne??
work de sales???bt 5 till 11pm wor...at nite...
give ppl test n selling samples of "jiu"......
hmmm..at cd shop??????
no nid work so gud...bt wanna earn money....
bt yao nid study leh...fan......@.@
好烦好烦啊。。。。。!!!

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

give fren lie..huhuhuhu

juz nw frenz cal go watch movie...
say wan watch english movie "grown up"..
bt at last..ended wit ghost story "child eye"!!!!
scare dao me la!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
tis is de second time i watch ghost movie in cinema....
lolx....two times also so scary!!!!

today..

hmmm.....today gt a news.....
i have extended exam r....!!!
i nid exam till tis thursday..huhu
so cham..frenz...watch me exam oGAMBATE!!!haha
hmmm..juz nw juz write on my previous blog...
long time no write thing on it le...
as juz me will open it n read....
de owner of de blog...i think dou 4gt bout it le ba...
when i c bac de blog..hmmm..really think of many thing..
c bac my effort on making de blog...
all memories...silly me...haha

Monday, October 25, 2010

simple happiness....

wt i wan is juz a simple happiness from u.....
u say gt so many thing tat u can do bt it turn to cant do it...
i din hope tat u can do it immediately....
coz i noe u r hard too...
juz a little step will do....
can think bac how can we been for one year more ma??

care....

i dunno wt de meaning of care......
anyone can tell me ma?????
y my love story nid to be so hard???
y i nid to face so many challenge??
did i love a person wit sincere heart is wrong ma???
y i cant be like other couple??
i juz dunno y????
y i juz cant achieve a relationship like others couple???
feel wanna die thinking of it...................................................

Sunday, October 24, 2010

wash out memory...

i wan a new memory!!!!!
xixi...^^
blur now...???@.@
big sis really la...say to all ppl i gt many "butterfly"....
lolx...
i juz normal gurl..nt so pretty...n always blur blur de...
haiz..cham....
hehe...after exam gonna go make a new hair cut..^^
nw de hair too long le...like messy...
maybe will cut shorter a bit...
bt wanna how short leh??hmmm...

Saturday, October 23, 2010

NIcholas Teo - Wang Ji Ai guo (forgotten I've ever loved)

remember ever love b4??

[MV] 凌加峻 Ling Jia Jun ~ 三個字 San Ge Zi

past tense..

[MV] Super Junior - 행복/Haengbok/Happiness

happinezz is easy to find..juz smile..then u will happy for whole day..haha

dun wan believe other ppl le...

wt is mean by believe????
believe other is like no use....
u keep believing them..bt they keep on lieing u...!!!!
even u din do anything wrong..they may keep on finding something to lie on u n hurt u!!
they wont ever noe wt ur feeling is!!!
so...dun believe ppl is de rite way!!!!

Friday, October 22, 2010

NOE WT I WAN OR NT!!!

always say tat u care about me so will do like tis n tis!!!
bt u noe u actually is hurting me ma!!!!
u dunno about!!!!
u juz think at ur angle which u think is rite!!!
bt u never stand at my position n think wt i will feel!!!
dun be selfish can ma!!!!
no one can stand on about sharing!!!!!
chopsticks juz nid one pair!!!
cant use 3chopstick!!!
U NEVER TRY TO NOE WT ACTUALLY I WAN!!!!!!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

DAMN FUCK!!!

SHIT!!!TODAY DE FELLOW BLAME I OPEN HIS PROFILE!!!
WAT DE SHIT LA!!!
IT APPEAR ITSELF!!!N WANNA BLAME ON ME!!
~!@#$%^&*()_+
WANNA TO HIT PPL RITE NW!!!
ALL STUPID WORD...!!!!
DAMN FAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 20, 2010

2010/2010

wow..wow...wow.....
today gt many thing happen towards me...
i dunno how to explain it....
is like scare dao me r!!!!!!!!!
really can remember tis very date.....

muet test...

wow..juz nw morning i been having muet test....
i am sooooooo luckily....i get to be de first candidates.....=="ll
haha...bt never mind..coz i get more point on it...
nw i think i am luckily coz can be de 1st candidates...
juz nw gt a bit nervous coz de candidates D always ask me question...haiz...
bt it end for nw..hope god bless me gt gud band...
coz really scare to in de room of speaking...
then i reach home....
i open de song tat i like de most..n i hear it...
while hear de song..my mind full of memory....
remember bac de song tat i use to call him to sing to me...
bt no one time is sing full...
if one day gt a person sing de full version of tat song to me....
i will certainly touching until fall tears!!!!!!!

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

second day of exam...

hmmm...today exam i think ok ba...
i noe do few.....
bt my head get very pain....
i yesterday sleep at 11.30pm...
then wake up at 3.45am...to read my business....
haiz...remember half dun remember half....
n my eye gt very pain..
coz of early wake up....
i force my eye to open juz for reading book...
i should make sure my result is ok or pass...
coz i ard promise someone...

Monday, October 18, 2010

1st day exam...

wow....today exam pengajian am....
my hand is damn hurt!!!
tired writing so many words.....
somemore gt 6 question to do...
n my graph like do wrong le....
huhuhuhuhuhuhu
i do so long like wanna wrong jor....
huhuhu...so cham...

Sunday, October 17, 2010

tomoro exam time lu.....
so geng cheung nw.....
haha...bt never mind i will be gambate....!!
so hope exam can be end fast...kaka
nt yet start ard think to end...
hmmm...day by day goes on......
my mind keep playing around my head....
wat suppose i do???
there no action from him....
he gt lie me ma???
hope he can noe wat he is doing nw...

Thursday, October 14, 2010

a memorable day of.....

today i go went to c de marching of god....
then at first very excited de!!we play n snap picture...
i saw tall ppl....haha..n band they all...
bt..then i enter de temple when de god they cum out from de ppl body tat time...
wow..suddenly something weird happen...
i started feel like wanna vomit.....
n my eyesight going be darker n darker....
i cant c clearly de thing infront of me...
me view is blur...n very dizzy....
n then...all de thing i do seem no so smooth...
i go to in petrol for car...then de petrol can split out from de car...
i was like..wow!!y so unlucky de....
i very scare today...
n now thinking of wanna go tuition later or nt???
coz scare wan go out alone today..T.T...huhu

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

long chat...

yesterday have a long chat wit him.....
noe de reason y he do the thing towards me...
all for my own good...
bt y nid to find other ppl to help in it??
y will gt de 3 person in tis matter??
i juz cant gt it??
bt..hope he can noe wt he decision is....
whether he wanna be as past...
or wanna do a regret decision.....

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

lost again!!!

huhuhu...juz nw tuition i lost again a!!!
tis time really scare dao me r!!!
coz i one ppl drive car onli.....
huhu..id dunno how to do????
luckily phone fren cal HELP!!!
n luckily!!!my petrol tank is in!!
scare dao la..!!

unpredictable message....

today morning i get a message.....
is from him.........
my feeling was shock!!
i dunno wan how to handle it.....
bt i really feel happy getting de message....
today ard is de 21th day of being apart....
really gt miss him.....
more when i hug my bear......

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Monday, October 4, 2010

today sick le...huhu

today i sick le...
huhu..i nt yet eat...
dunno how wan eat medicine...??
i hungry r....
huhu..cant drive car...
coz nw head very blur...huhu

Thursday, September 30, 2010

i miss him so much...
everytime i saw bear bear my heart....
juz wanna noe how was he now....

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

picture of me tis early chinese new year..^^

pig of me..hehe^@^

tis few days at skul really din have mood
to study...dunno y??
i almost everyday sure gt one period i will
sleep..juz feel so bad to teacher....
bt cant avoid...my eye really cant open..hehe

Monday, September 27, 2010

blur blur de me@.@

juz noe a new fren juz now....
so shame juz now.....=="ll
misunderstand his words......
y so blur of me???@.@

tired n hungry!!!

fu.......today really very tired at skul....
when muet time...luckily can sleep a while....
while teacher is talking to them....
haha...gt to have a nice nap coz of them...^^
n nw very hungry liao.....nid eat!!!!!!

Sunday, September 26, 2010

awesome runway!!!

yeah!!!finally our installation is finish...
although it look very dull at de from....
n having some problem make de audience
look bored...bt at de end...
we gt de most attention from them!!!wow!!
it was nice!!!i like de runway too!!
wat a nite!!!!!great experience....!!!
juz like a real model at de runway...hehe
bt unfortunately..leg have wound....
huhu...very pain...after wearing de high heels..=="ll

Friday, September 24, 2010

preparation for installation

tomoro going to be de installation day lu..
i have de chance to present on fashionshow..
look interesting..if can sit on big bike!!
wow...nice man!!big bike!!!
hope tomoro will be all ok^^

Thursday, September 23, 2010


hmmm..today is a raining day....
juz nw driving during raining...so blur....
tis few days dou will be qiute busy....
coz de leo club installation....
gonna do presentation..haha
dunno will be lame or funny...
our preparation is not enough......
sure very 丢脸 a........
hmmm...today stil gt missing of him......
gonna learn to 4get him soon......
FORGET HIM!!!!

Wednesday, September 22, 2010

hi...another blog of me....^^


tis is my second blog tat i achieve so far..
tis blog will all display all about me...
about sadness or cheerful things....
hope u all happy reading my blog..^^