because im stupid

because im so foolish

i know only you

you who are looking at someone else

you probably don't know my heart

there is no me in your day

probably

not even in your memories

but im looking at

only you

my tears continue to fall

im happy with

looking at your back figure

though you still don't know my heart

though at de end

you'll just brush past me

the days tat i miss you so much...

the days when its too hard to bear

the words "I LOVE YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again..

alone , crying for you

once again...

alone , missing for you

baby..i love you

im waiting for you

there is no me in your day

probably

not even in your memories

but im looking at only you

making memories by myself

to me...

love is like a beautiful wound

even though i see your pretty

smile..

i cant smile with you

the days when i miss you so much

the days when its to hard to bear

the words 'I MISS YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again..

alone..

crying for you

once again...

alone

missing for you

baby I LOVE YOU

IM WAITING FOR YOU

bye bye never say goodbye

though i cant hold onto you

i need you

i cant say anything else

i want you

i'll wish and wish again

the days that i miss you so much

the days when its too hard to bear

the words 'I LOVE YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again....

alone

i crying for you

the days when you fill up my thoughts

the days when my heart grows cold and im sad

the words 'I MISS YOU' are dancing on my lips

once again...

alone

i crying for you

once again...

alone

missing for you

baby

I LOVE YOU

IM WAITING FOR YOU

*because im stupid...by SS501....*

死也不能放你走。。

虽然年少

也一样会受伤

我不懂这世界

不是不懂悲伤

为什么要骗我？

说会好起来的

如彼伤痛的心

该如何去平复

没有了你

我要怎么活下去

所以我。。

死也不能放你走。。

我怎么能放你走

若是要走 要离开

请把我心意改变

让我不再伤心

可以一直活下去

如果不行

反正也活不下去

死也不能放你走

不管你怎么要推我走

我也要挽留你到底

让你哪儿也去不了

如果你真的要走

请对我说谎吧

明天会再来见我

会笑着看我

告诉我

分手是玩笑话

不然的话我。。。

死也不能放你走

我怎么能放你走

若是要走 要离开

请把我的心意改变

让我不再伤心

可以一直活下去

如果不行

反正也会活不下去

死也不能放你走

曾与你共度漫长时间

而现在又该如何虫自面对

我无法做到

无法做到

死也不能放你走。。

真的不能放你走

我怎么能放你走

若是要走 要离开

请把我心意改变

让我不再伤心

可以一直活下去

如果不行

反正也活不下去

死也不能放你走。。。

tears......

22th of june 2011......

yesterday i cut le my fringe hair.....

omg.....it too short.....n make me look like noobby....zzzz

i no nid go out jor....haiz......

n..yesterday mood dunno why very bad.....

when nitez time.....

my tears suddenly fall........

my pair of eyes is watery n red......

but de main problems is.....

I DUNNO DE REASON WHY MY TEARS FALL????

izit funny????i also blur.....@.@

maybe i too stress le.....

i also dunno........

tis few weeks....my mood really bad......

bad dao i dun wan to think...n ppl make me angry..i will put my anger to it...

but i so sorry to those who be de person tat give me release my anger...

haiz......

sometimes...i really dun wanna be alone....

i dun like to be alone......

when im alone...i think many things....

n i cant concentrate on studies too....

tat make feel very bad.....

I HATE IT!!!

but wat i wan really simple.....

I JUST DUN WANNA TO BE ALONE....

i wan ppl to accompany me...

accompany me study...sms...talk...shopping....eat....

just cant fulfill it.....

i really dunno wat to do????

please...show me de way.........

PLEASE....

bad day

tis few days......

i really very unhappy....

but i dunno y????

de feeling sudden appear.....

n last two days......

i had a nitemare.........

it looks really reality..!

n it make me shock dao.........!!

i cant say anything......

but nobody noe........

i dunno wanna tell who.....

so...just trying to be normal as usual......

sudden feel being apart......

but i dunno wt mean???

just gt de feeling................

make me few days dou nt so gt mood....

it really complicated!!

i dun wan tat feeling coz it too annoying!!!!

hate it!!!

我的赖皮女友.mp4

ahhhhhhh......

so cute r!!!!!!

really really cute r!!!

like it!!!

so funny!!..

muackkk^^

wanna know more bout cancer gurls?c my post..haha

Have you met a Cancerian woman recently? Are you a little confused as to what she really is - chirpy, somber or distant? She is all of these and still, she is none of these. Even more confused? A Cancerian woman has mood swings every now and then and these are only a few of her mood swings. However, her basic personality traits remain the same. She is very sensitive, emotional, kind and caring. Now's the catch! Most of her traits will be hidden behind a shell of indifference and aloofness, breaking which will require quite a lot of effort.

You will have to gently coerce a Cancerian girl to get out of her shell and come into the big bad world without it. The best time to do this is in the moonlight, when there are maximum changes of catching her in her true emotions. When in love, she will be tender, womanly, timid and modest. She dislikes criticisms, can't stand rejection and gets deeply hurt by harsh words. Too much aggressiveness on your part may make her a little hesitant. She loves her mother, so you better learn to love as well as respect her too.

A Cancer woman will never make the first moves in a relationship; she only knows how to move backwards or sideways. This is because of two reasons, her shyness and her fear of being rejected. This female has some secrets and she won't like you prying around her personal diary. She is very insecure and will need your constant reassurance. It doesn't matter if she is the current 'Miss Universe' or has men drooling over her all the time, it is your attention and appreciation she would be the most concerned about.

You will have to learn to live with a Cancerian woman’s mood swings, which is not so difficult since she is so good in every other way. She is extremely loyal and will keep you happy with her warm and rich humor. Once she is committed to you, she will remain yours forever and ever. Adultery is not one of her traits. With a Cancerian woman, you will always have to be careful with words. She is very sentimental and can get hurt very easily. Then, she can cry like a 2-year old baby and you will be expected to console her and wipe her tears.

A Cancer female is a great cook and makes better food than a 5-star hotel chef. She is quite careful with money as well. Neither will she be stingy, nor totally extravagant. She has a habit of saving everything that is usable, be it money, old buttons or empty jars. She also saves things that have a sentimental value attached to them, like the sweater grandmother knitted on her fifth birthday. A Cancer female fiercely guards what is hers and that includes you too! However, she is not too possessive or jealous. But, she does not like sharing her love too.

She is one of those people who do not crib about bad luck. She will get depressed and may shed a few tears alone, but she will be patient and wait for the time to change again, this time in her favor. Almost all the Cancerians have the desire of being pampered like a child, especially when they feel low. Don't forget to pay your Cancer girl extra attention when she is depressed, otherwise she may retreat deeper into her shell. And then, it will be very difficult to bring her back to her normal self.

She will want to be told time and again that she is still desirable and you still need her. However, she is not weak and is completely capable of looking after herself. In fact, she is one of those who sacrifice all that they have, for their loved ones. She just needs some spoiling after every few days. A Cancerian woman may be fragile as far as her feelings are concerned, but when you need her, she will be as strong as the 'Rock of Gibraltar'. She will also be very protective of her children and make them feel completely secure.

Kids will be the center of her universe and she will pamper them with her love, affection and care. The children will also be very close to her and no matter how much far they go from home, they will come back to her and she will know this. A Cancer female always needs you, but she will never get too aggressive. She knows that you may leave for a while, to follow your dreams, but in the end, she is the one you will come back to. Then, you will find her as charming as before, waiting for you with freshly baked bread and hot soup. She will feed you, listen to your worries and make you smile again

frustrated.....

sudden feel graceful.........

coz god treat me so gud.......

but in fact i dunno it is gud or bad???

around me appear many gud fren......

they treat me very gud......

so touch.......

but..........

de more they treat me gud.....

de more i feel bad..........

dunno y?????????

just complicated............