Monday, August 22, 2011

always my wrong..

i hope to go out work as soon as possible.....
at least...i go work le....
i will less at home.....
i feel unfair...treated by parents....
jie jie gor gor...they all do thing never mad them....
but me at home...
wt dou is my wrong....!!!
i really beh tahan!!!
now just hope fast after exam..i wan go out work!!!!!
at home...they just notice my bad..although nt my wrong...
my gud??they never think of it ba....
feel suffer.........................unfair!!!!!!
just now..luckily gt one song.....
爱犯了错。。。
so meaningful....
dunno y hear tat song..my tears fall...
i take de chance....to cry out all....
to release my pressure....
feel better now....
just stil gt a scar at my heart......
am i important at home??
i dunno......
i do wt they dou feel me is wrong de....
suan le.......xi guan le.....
just will find sometimes...
cry.....but....i dun like....
coz alone.....
mood very bad.....exam around corner....
pressure coming once n once....never stop....
dou dunno wan how!!!if result bad.....
i really dunno wt will happen??
god...please bless me....
tis coming stpm exam....
let me gt result tat can give me in uni....
thank god first....

Sunday, August 14, 2011

stranger......

aiks.......
after yesterday.....de message....
i today ard dunno wan how to mian dui him......
feel like stranger........
well....is his decision.......
i nothing to say lar.......
just....no nid so big reaction ba..........
wan me sudden cope wit tis changes.....
very hard to me lor.......
cant just be normal ma.........????
now....like stranger......
everyone gt its own reason...so do i.....
i make de decision......coz i gt my own reason.....
so.....u do de decision...i do respect too....
i dun like ppl treat me like a stranger........
tat de main problems.......
nothing i can say now........
so...just.....
let time passes.........

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wohoo!!!!!
my blog today achieve 1000 visitors o!!!^^
hehe...happy happy..=p..
although it not much....
but i happy wit it...
tis blog contain all de tears n happiness of mine....
all my wishes n dreams.....
all my daily routine.....
all my frens.....my colleagues....
all my works experiences......
all my study stuff...
all my mood....
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011

!@#$%^&*

I SWEAR!!!!!
FOR DE REST OF MY LIFE I WILL NEVER RESPECT U!!!!
U WONT HAVE DE CHANCE TO MAKE ME RESPECT YOU!!!
DONT U THINK U OLDER THAN ME U CAN DO ANYTHING!!!
U DONT DESERVE TO LIVE WIT US!!!
I HATE U!!!!
I PROMISE!!!!
IF I GT DE ABILITY TO BUY A NEW HOUSE WHEN I GROWN UP
U WONT HAVE DE CHANCE TO STAY WIT ME!!!!!
I HOPE NOW CAN HALAU U FROM DE HOUSE!!!!
C UR FACE DOU LIKE WAN PUNCH U!!!!
~!@#$%^&*o()
I HATE U!!!!HATE U!!!!!!!

Sunday, August 7, 2011

i miss my lovely long hair so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7/8/11..history..de most nice pic of de day..
wit my lovely long hair!! <3

blekxxxxx.....

stil happy taking pic at car...


when on de way to cut hair...

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
today becoz of mummy....
i nid to cut my hair....................
i just told de guy to help cut A BIT SHORT.....
he yao not say dunno chinese lar....
but y will help me cut dao so short de!!!!!!!!!!
walaoehhhhhhhhh
i din wear spec...so i cant c him cut dao how.....
after he finish cut n give me c behind...
only i noe he cut dao so damn short!!!!!
i stunt jor for few seconds tat time............................
tis is de second time in my life history i get short hair cut........
im going to bad list tis shop!!!!!
ard gt few shop give me black listed le!!!!
really really gek r now!!!!!
in TELUK INTAN...
de most best shop tat never make me regret is....
in kompleks menara condong there...
"KEN" is de shop name!!
her hair cut is VERY NICE!!!!
i dun wanna go other shop le in ti....!!!!
i will just go her shop next time!!!
now my hair like noooby!!!!
DUN LIKE R!!!!!!!!
n please......
dun cal me take PICTURE now!!!!
i dun wan to take NOOB picture r!!!!!!!!

Saturday, August 6, 2011

im not ur superwoman

early in de morning i put breakfast on ur table
and make sure tat ur coffee has its sugar n cream
ur eggs r over easy,ur toast r done lightly
all tat missing's is ur morning kiss tat u use to greet me

now u say de juice is sour
it used to be so sweet
and i can't help but to wonder
if ur talking bout me

we don't talk de way tat we used to talk
it's hurting so deep
i've gt my pride,i will not cry
but its making me weak

im nt ur superwoman
im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down
and think tat everything ok
boy,i am only human
this girl need more occasional hugs
as a token of love from u to me,ooh baby

i fought my way through de rush hour
trying to make it home just for u
i wan to make sure tat ur dinner
will be waiting for u

but when u get there u just tell me
you're nt hungry at all
you said you'd rather read de paper
and u don't wan to talk

you'd like to think i'm just crazy
when i say you've changed
i'm convinced i know de problem
you don't love me de same

you're just going through de motions
and you're not being fair
i've gt my pride,i will not cry
still i can't help but care

im nt ur superwoman
im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down
and think tat everything ok
boy,i am only human
this girl need more occasional hugs
as a token of love from u to me

im nt ur superwoman
im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down
and think tat everything ok
boy,i am only human
this girl need more occasional hugs
as a token of love from u to me

ooh baby,look into de corners of ur mind
i'll always be there for u through good n bad times
but i can;t be de superwoman tat u wan me to be
i'll give my love,oh,lasting love if you'll return love to me


im nt ur superwoman
im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down
and think tat everything ok
boy,i am only human
this girl need more occasional hugs
as a token of love from u to me

ah ha,if u feel it in ur heart
and u understand me
stop right where u are
everybody sing along wit me

i'm de kind of girl tat can treat u so sweet
but you've gt to realize
tat you've got to be sweeter to me
i need love,i need just ur love

im nt ur superwoman
im nt de kind of girl tat u can let down
and think tat everything ok
boy,i am only human
this girl need more occasional hugs
as a token of love from u to me

"SUPERWOMAN"
song by....
karyn white..<3









Friday, August 5, 2011

why i like you

even though when i turn on the tv
i hear news of the world that makes
my shoulders droop and gloomy
you very clear voice this morning
i do i do i do...yeah~~
the one reason
that makes me perfect
makes me live,makes me laugh too..yeah~~
is having you..yeah~~
you you,when you say
"love love love you"i love you..
you make me believe
you you,when you
when you silently look into my eyes
and laugh you make me laugh too
the reasons why i like you
even if many many people don't
acknowledge me...
i straighten out my shoulders
and be more confident
my one and only person
the person that i love
my you my you my you..yeah~~
a bit more than the beginning
a bit more than yesterday
the reason that i've come to love you even
more today,girl~~
our little secret..yeah~~
you you,when you say
'love love love you', i love you
you make me believe
you you,when you
when you come beside me
and lean on me
i gain strength
your gentle smile,your sexy eyes
your weird words that are sometimes unpredictable
like the weather,yeah~~
just as you are
without having to fix anything
the person that so lovable to me is you
the person is you,yeah~~
you you,when you say
'love love love you', i love you
you make me believe
you you when you
when you silently look into my eyes
and laugh you make me laugh too
the reasons why i like you
you you when you say
'love love love you',i love you
you make me believe
you you when you
when you come beside me beside me
and lean on me
i gain strength
the reasons why i like you..

song by...SUPER JUNIOR..<3

Monday, August 1, 2011

ding dang wo ai ta 我爱他 - 丁当 MV

now only i realize....
there is no use for a gurl to love a guy wit all her will....
coz...too much of love to a guy...
just make de gurl hurt more deep...
ya...for me is true..
coz...i experienced it myself b4...
de end wt i gt??
nothing..just hurt..n tears...
n now.....
not i dun believe in guys....
just hard....n lack of confident.....
now...
i just hope can find a guy tat love me more than i love him...
will i found a guy like tat???
will it be hard???
but i promise......
once de guy appear in my life.....
i will change my will....
i will also love him as much as he love me....
but.....
when de guy will appear??
no ones noe....
i just hope...
when de guy appear....
please give him tips....to make him show me tat...
i really can rely on him....
i can put all my love on him....
thanks god....